meh

Two steeps behind you ... I Love You.. Joy of Life..

If I Could...

i miss everything bak abt home .. ma sweet bt nt so ordinary family.. bg bt sweet frenz.. de late night bt night market and food.. early morning classes wd ma bstfren.. spicy bt yummy food. movie on Sunday .. early morning walks on de dusty road.. bikes on de rain .. de summer.. coffee.. shopping .work.. payday(hahahahaha..lol). n lodz of good n merry times.. sweet holiday.. Oh! how i wish i want them all back.. if only could only follow ma heart...!!!!

My New Obsession....!!! Prabal Gurung..{@_@}

http://prabalgurung.com/about.php

RUNAWAY TRAIN....

Runaway train never going back...
some how i just don believe it...

INVISIBLE

It hurts too much to lie everyday...but what's even more worst and scary is the fear of you being hurt.....

Meh

Too busy sleeping...

Horizon

She was rushing out .. in the crowd..one busy afternoon .. As she rushed, she felt something in the crowd. She turned around. There her heart stopped, she became thoughtless.. no expression on her face .. when she knew she was already following a footsteps. As she moved she got excited.. happiness lit up on her face. She felt Merry, thoughts of happiness came to her mind.. The joyful moments, the first times.. then the times together.. shared moments.. laughter n hugs.. aimless walks.. thoughtful talks.. It all flooded into her mind.. Then the feeling of WOW.. how wonderful that was.. how good was that..!!!
As she too her steeps forward.. She felt gusty, her face frown with dark shadow. She felt sudden hesitation.. All the joys got swept away by the fact she was trying to ignore. Her mind got into dilemma.. The sad moments which she ignored with the fear of hurting herself, the feeling of helplessness when she could not find someone.. the rejection and ignorance. the happiness that did not last long..
As she continued moving forward.. into the crowd.. with much of puzzle in her mind.. she was almost there .. two steps behind.. she rose her hand up.. put out the finger to tap on de shoulder ..hopping for a surprise .. a hello .. a hug .. and acceptance..
But then just an inch away she stopped.. As though froze to the time. Her voice never could sound.. Her eyes filled with water.. Her footsteps become too heavy .. Her vision become blurry. The feeling of despair over ruled the joys... the heart aches were stronger then.. that feeling of strangers even being so close rose again.. she could do nothing but just stop herself.. her heart ache .. mind halt...she closed her eyes .. she felt chills as tears roll down her face . She took a moment and open her eyes..
He had forwarded far beyond her reach.. she could only stand there and watch him move further apart.. he never felt her presence.. never looked back..
Her numbness to the heart made her turn around... Then she started walking back where she was going to..she did never get the answer how they became strangers so fast, once intimate. no question answered just moved forward and hoped to never look back..